Valarie
I won't eat from your hand again
And the man in the white says it's alright
He says, come on girl give up the fight
You'll go to sleep, there will be no pain
Well I want to live with myself again
Well, where we lived there was a lighthouse
Throwing a white beam into our house
Over my body when I was sleeping
Over the secrets I was keeping
I could tell myself there would be no pain
But I have to live with myself again
I'm digging up, I'm digging up
I'm digging up, I'm digging up
I'm digging up, I'm digging up
I'
Somewhere
Searching for the truth but all I ever find is lies
Trying to find identity but I just find a disguise
Looking at the nightmare when I try to see the dream
Finding a reality as perfect as it seems
Somewhere the dirt is washed down with the rain
Somewhere there's happiness instead of pain
Somewhere satisfaction has no name
Somewhere I can be the same
Looking down on everything it seems a total bore
Missing all the people that I've never met before
Trying to find an unknown something I consider best
I don't know if I'll find it, but until then I'll be depressed